A person sits in the waiting room. The sound of the wind slowly transforms into screaming antiabortion activists greeting Cologne. Unclear whether we are in memories or an inner struggle, we see how she slowly begins to change from the observed to the observer. Mary and Jesus cry. An associatively edited film about waiting, about abortion and abortion opponents, about shame, and about filmmaking as a form of resistance, as a way to take a countershot, to shift from the hunted into the hunter and create your own images.